brown eyed fox

i might wear them tomorrow too

feeling, hopingcarissa fox16 Comments

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so this chick had a rough go at it yesterday!

one of those days where everything hits you at once…
you’ve had it…
you need a “woe is me” melt down…
you need someone to just hear you!
when all the LITTLE things… add up to be one bunch of TOO MUCH!

the moving to a new state thing sure has it’s challenges!
in SO many ways!
MY WORD!
all of you that have been down this road before…
know exactly to what i am referring!
it’s not just like moving down the road… within the same city… the same state!
it’s a whole other kit & caboodle!

and the fact that this is the third state for us in the last three years…
does NOT make it any easier!

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i can handle it ALL… the one thing though that rips me apart…
i miss my chicks!
my friends!
my family!
having someone to SEE face to face…
having someone to just SHARE in everyday life!
silly things…
little things…
lunch…
chatting…

i can’t help it…
it’s HARD!

relationships are SO important!
connecting!
sharing!

when you don’t have them… you hurt.

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just really doing my very best at taking it a day at a time…
remembering that i won’t always be the new girl in town.

in time…
friendships will form.
we’ll get our footing & finally feel at home.
i’ll find a darn MD that can squeeze a new patient in BEFORE February.
i’ll find someone to do lunch with.
a stylist i will trust to cut my hair.

one day at a time!

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so after all the tears yesterday… ridiculous pityville i was in…
THIS morning…
i put on a pair of my favorite Fall flats…
funny how a pair of shoes can make you smile…
they CAN though!

i really don’t want to waste anymore time thinking about what i am missing…
what good does THAT do!

LIFE is under foot… !