brown eyed fox

limbo land...

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currently sitting in a chair right in the middle of that town...
well... that's sort of how i feel!


like i have one foot on THIS boat & one foot on THAT boat!


finding my way of being okay with NOT KNOWING what tomorrow holds!


you'd think since we've moved so many times it would be no big deal...
but i think the older i get the harder it gets...
for ALL for us... 
i want ROOTS... 
OUR roots... in the ground... in ONE SPOT!
as soon as we get our bearings... feel comfortable... we get plucked!


knowing our roots are soon to be plucked from these grounds...
it's like hmmmmm... how do we even go about planning our days... our summer?


WHERE the heck will we even be?
feeling a lot of pressure from a lot of people!


my hubby just keeps saying
"well we just don't know... we just go about things as normal"...
okaaaaaaaaay


i'm SO not like that... i like things planned out... in order...
in SOME sort of fashion!


so this whole "wing it" each & every day... is not my cup of joe!


ohhhhhhh... i am sorry about my blabbing!


like the "one foot on one boat... one on the other"...
there ARE days the pressure of it all just gets to me
AND
there are days that the adventure of it all...
feeling blessed through it all...
knowing HE is in control in it all... is ENOUGH!


i think i am just having one of those pressure days!
darnit!


i am going to go pour myself another cup of the good stuff
with a fancy creamer & find something fun to do!
maybe take my foot off one of those boats for now... or at least my mind... 
and focus on something productive!